He Broke My Chair..!!

Aidil and Amanda

July 1st, 2010 was our special day..

Tembem

My Bestie!

Anas, that is how we call her in the house. Well me is a bit different, I love to call her by 'Eneezz'..cuz that just simply sounds crazy and she deserves that..LOL (peace, Neezz!!_ :-D and she calls me with "Emm" back.

She is one of my besties. We live under the same roofs in Jogja aka House mates. So why am I writing on this blog about her? Because she left the house this morning forever..she left for work in Jakarta.I was a bit annoyed that she didn't tell me she would leave the house today..I tried not to let my tears coming out of my eyes when I saw her packed everything up to the car with her family in the front yard. I kept telling her "How cruel you didn't tell me you're leaving today!"..and for the first time she hugged me at the first place :-) and that helped me a bit from burst in tears..besides, she will work in Jakarta, only 1,5 hours by car from my hometown. So it wouldn't be our last meeting anyway inshaAllah. But still I was pretty sad that she left..I hate goodbye.

This is kinda funny how we found click on each other..We strolled down "Sunday Morning Market" (that's how it's called here) along with other house mates that Sunday morning almost 2 years ago. When suddenly we talked about tattoes and both of us loved them..LOL. Ever since, we were becoming closer :-)

I love the way she is..she is a non-talkative, strong-willed pretty woman. She doesn't show her personal problems publicly like I do, she doesn't talk much like I do, she eats a lot but never gained any weight exactly just like I've never done!! LOL. She has beautiful white skin whereas mine is a bit tanned, she looks a bit like Katy Perry while I look much like a pretty Indian actress..hahahaha. Ok ok ok..enough for the description.. :-pOverall I like this girl so much that we have some interests in common..loving tats, we're crazy about movies and being hiddenly-crazy sometimes..despite some things we have in different too, like she fonds of cool chinese guys while me, I'd prefer handsome western guys or just indonesian guys over chinese..lol.

She always says that I am a naive girl...(which is true..sigh~) this is where you hit me, Nez.. (self confession..lol)

I like telling her stories about my life..she's a very good listener though sometimes she got annoyed when I asked her for some advises but I just wouldn't do that..haha. Sorry, Enn!! I am just way uncontrolled sometimes and can't think straight!

Watching movies with her is a nice activity we did almost every weekend in the house.

Going out to the mall, dining out in some small restos nearby, shopping some accessories or clothes, and talking about people (this is bad..bad..bad..lol) are what we did together :-)

And the last activity we did was watching two bad quality horror movies on the second floor in the house..while having our breakfast on Saturday morning this week.



Eneeeeszzzz....ngga mau tau pokoknya we should catch up in Jakarta yaaaaa...!! :-D




LUV you, bestie.. :-)

LOVE

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

-St. Augustine

No Longer You Visit Me in My Dreams

As the nights slowly fade to darkness,

And your face is no longer in my head,

I can't help but wake up in the middle of the night,

Thinking of the words you said

Just to hear your soft voice in my dreams,

I drift into my sleep.

Remembering the words you said,

I wake up & weep

The dreams I used to have,

Were the ones that made me laugh.

Now the only reason i fall asleep,

So my heart won't collapse

i can't see you around to catch me,

When i fall so quickly out of sight.

You no longer tell me it'll be okay,

Or tell me everything will be alright

My Loneliness is my only friend

No Longer you visit me In My dreams

Now i sleep alone in my bed,

to see you and remember all what you said..

taken from:

http://stolen-moment.blogspot.com/2009/05/no-longer-u-visit-me-in-my-dreams.html

My Recent Playlist

Who cares what I am listening to anyway..
just wanted to share with anyone who read this blog..or just simply stumbled across it.
Here is the list of the songs I have been listening to:

1. Broken Strings - James Morrison & Nelly Furtado
2. Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow - Amy Winehouse
3. Love Is A Losing Game - Amy Winehouse

as a surrogate of Rude Boy by Rihanna..since this song has a great destructive impact on my brain.