LOVE

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

-St. Augustine

No Longer You Visit Me in My Dreams

As the nights slowly fade to darkness,

And your face is no longer in my head,

I can't help but wake up in the middle of the night,

Thinking of the words you said

Just to hear your soft voice in my dreams,

I drift into my sleep.

Remembering the words you said,

I wake up & weep

The dreams I used to have,

Were the ones that made me laugh.

Now the only reason i fall asleep,

So my heart won't collapse

i can't see you around to catch me,

When i fall so quickly out of sight.

You no longer tell me it'll be okay,

Or tell me everything will be alright

My Loneliness is my only friend

No Longer you visit me In My dreams

Now i sleep alone in my bed,

to see you and remember all what you said..

taken from:

http://stolen-moment.blogspot.com/2009/05/no-longer-u-visit-me-in-my-dreams.html

My Recent Playlist

Who cares what I am listening to anyway..
just wanted to share with anyone who read this blog..or just simply stumbled across it.
Here is the list of the songs I have been listening to:

1. Broken Strings - James Morrison & Nelly Furtado
2. Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow - Amy Winehouse
3. Love Is A Losing Game - Amy Winehouse

as a surrogate of Rude Boy by Rihanna..since this song has a great destructive impact on my brain.

The Starry Night

The Starry Night


Do you know what happened to Van Gogh when he drew this painting?

Presence

How much can you appreciate one's presence?

not much, i guess..

not much until you realize the meaning and value of that person's presence until she has gone

..away from all of your senses..

you can no longer see..
..touch..
..feel..
..hear..

unless your love is pure and tender
she will always be there for you


you will still be able to see her..
..touch her..
..feel her..
..hear her..
with your heart


but never approach her if you have no good intention
for her soul is fragile now


step back
self-reflect

and come to her back when you can always be there for her

Down

Am: Down Again

Replied: If you place your hope in humanity, you will be let down, quite ungracefully

The hopes were not placed upon a certain individual though actually..Hopes are only placed upon Allah. But still remember one fact, that hopes are ALWAYS ABOUT something..and that also including human and his humanity..


I would rather stop hoping I guess..it's all just about an endless futile circle

unless a certain decision is made clear and firm

O M G

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