A Whisper of The Heart

I think I need to step back and let him go..

I just don't know how..and when..and I'm not sure if I'm strong enough for that

this feeling has been growing..and it is still growing..inevitably and always

Whenever I want to reach him, the condition simply doesn't allow me to

Whenever I want to say something, I don't feel justified to say it

Whenever I end my pray everyday, I have to think what I ask God for..whether it is fair for everyone involved..

Whenever I want to hear his voice, all I do is just close my eyes, lay my body on the bed and get those memories back to those phone calls or Yahoo Messenger calls

I can't blame the feeling I have..all I have to do is just being strong and accepting

I wish I could have a pretty long phone call to tell you all the truth I have been feeling, hero..

and that you have the wills to listen to my rambles..

I was not sure of what I felt for you back then but now I am..

..that I love you